boring Day!!

hai i been so long din blog d cos lazy lah =p..today came bk at 7 am after floorball thn slp till 1 thn go sern hse thn go home ntg do so bored..yest sumthing bad happen zz my Floorball stick broken T.T walao my stick haih i ntg to say d zZz need get new wan but expensive man..haih n now cnt slp n duno do wat haih oh ya spm today well is her spm day i noe she will be vry scare n i duno how's her now did she scare??cnt slp??or wat??honestly i really hope she ok now dun scare n have peace of heart now hope she cn sl well now n have confident of herself 2moro..i cnt do anything so i uz pray for her hope she did well n everything going good lo n she wont fear wen c the exam hall..haih m i stupid or wat y i still think of her wan zzzz oh man wat cn i do zz..sometime i really duno wat m i doing lah i wan gv up thn i try dowan to talk to her cos wen i still talk to her i noe i cnt overcome her but now i dun talk i also cnt zZz lame rite..hiah wat cn i do like ppl ask me still like her hiah wen every time i hear it i duno how to answ cos i duno wat my feeling now..now is november sk n pragas call me bk to leadersship at dec but i duno i still cn be a gd leader??i duno i still cn or not i noe sk always say i cn but now i cum bk from leadership thn who cn i mentor n who will gv me mentor cos i fall as a leader b4 and i duno i still cn??o Lord hlp me i really duno wan to come bk or juz gv up i duno wat nxt i m blur now..i have been resting for augus till now i scare i go bk i lost n duno wat ppl will think abt me??haih i m so confuse wat to do now zzz HLP